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yo...My throat hurts. I came home 6th period today. I feel so bad for Lou!! and I dont know what to do about it!!..you see, his cat died yesterday. She got run over by a car. Isn't that horrible!? So now I just want to make him feel better..but i dont know how to do it. When he called me last night he was so incredibly sad. I dont blame him. I would be too..in fact..just about anyone would be. I need to see him, like, today or i dont know if I'll be able to console him and be there for him. There's only very little you can say to a person to make them feel better. There's only so much you can say on the phone... idk..maybe I'm over reacting, but if you just heard his voice..and when he described everything to me about what happened...oh man. I just want him to know that I would do anything for him, and that will never change. I want him to know that I'm at a loss of words everytime I try to tell him how I feel about him. It's so hard to describe. And, lastly, I want..no..need him to know that I love him with all my heart, and I would gladly die for him if it meant that he wouldn't have to feel one ounce of pain. I dont know what else I can say except..I really loved that cat..almost every time i went to his house she would be standing outside the door to greet me, even though i didn't know her for long. And i know shes in a better place..no.. a good place..because there could be nothing better than living with Luigi taking care of you for most of your life.
So.. I'll end this before I go on for hours..but Thank you all for listening..well..reading what i have to say and giving me advice..it really makes me feel a lot better..and if, Lou, you're reading this, just realize that you mean the world to me..and I wish I could never let you go.