Mar 23, 2005 18:49
hey. im so bored right now, waiting for lu to call. At this point, I don't think I'm going to his house at all. Therefore, I won't see him till monday, maybe even later cuz his mom might not let him see me on a school night. grrrr! This sucks so bad! oh man. I'm really dependent aren't I. Sad, really, how much one has to depend on other people. But hey, I enjoy it most of the time..well..at least half of the time. hey..this looks kinda cool..anyway...yea..back to normal..almost. haha. yeah..talkin to Jennie! Which cheers me up and keeps my mind off of things for a while. But still, I really want to see him. It will be waaayy too long to go without him if I can't. AAHHHH!!!! I'm gonna die!!!!!! not really, exaggerating as usual. But, I have nothing else to say so..ttyl