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I realized that this is the last opportunity I have 1n 2009 to wish you happy new year.
Happy new year!
As for personal reflection,
I understand and appreciate my future job much more than I used to. And despite how little I have come across in health care, I understand it much more, like how it works, and how it doesn't. I no longer see it through rose tinted glasses. There is the gross inefficiency, the noncompliant patients, the general despise and mistrust from the public. But I appreciate it immensely for what it's worth. I'm just more realistic, that's all.
I know who I love. I'll always come back to my friends, although I did feel quite isolated during the month of exams, right before the holidays. They remind me of who I actually am. Sometimes I really need these reminders, especially while I'm away at school.
I'm at a greater loss at what to do about my parents, especially when they don't want to do anything themselves. I'm deathly afraid of turning into them. There is so much unhappiness inside and between them. The older I get the more I see, and that it was never about me. To be honest, it's just...unpleasant to come home. How this got evolved to this is a mystery.
I moved into my apartment. Like Matt says, It's my little tower!
My plans for today:
Going to see Sherlock holmes with my sister.
Heading back downtown.
Dropping the liquor store to get some bubbly.
Make cheese puffs for Sarah's party tonight.
Off to Sarah's.
Happy new year!
Happy new year!
As for personal reflection,
I understand and appreciate my future job much more than I used to. And despite how little I have come across in health care, I understand it much more, like how it works, and how it doesn't. I no longer see it through rose tinted glasses. There is the gross inefficiency, the noncompliant patients, the general despise and mistrust from the public. But I appreciate it immensely for what it's worth. I'm just more realistic, that's all.
I know who I love. I'll always come back to my friends, although I did feel quite isolated during the month of exams, right before the holidays. They remind me of who I actually am. Sometimes I really need these reminders, especially while I'm away at school.
I'm at a greater loss at what to do about my parents, especially when they don't want to do anything themselves. I'm deathly afraid of turning into them. There is so much unhappiness inside and between them. The older I get the more I see, and that it was never about me. To be honest, it's just...unpleasant to come home. How this got evolved to this is a mystery.
I moved into my apartment. Like Matt says, It's my little tower!
My plans for today:
Going to see Sherlock holmes with my sister.
Heading back downtown.
Dropping the liquor store to get some bubbly.
Make cheese puffs for Sarah's party tonight.
Off to Sarah's.
Happy new year!