Fuck it All.
Well shit couldn't get any worse. I got arrested, not that I cared much, I didn't do anything so they let me go. My mind is somewhere else, having blood and fog ringing through my mind. I just want to let go, and get it over with. Get rid of all the hurt and Pain that's inside, Fuck it all. I don't want to go to school, I personally could care less now. Shit's too fucked up. The World is cold, My mother is there, but hell my father hates me, what else was I born to do? Fuck up the world? It seems so. My brother and Sister dislike me, And I swear they say anything else to me I'm going to fucking stragle their asses. I am going to leave, and fuck everything else that happens. I dunno where I'm going to go, but I'll find someplace to go. They all say I have an anger problem, Yeah I fucking do, sue me. I can't help the way I am. Attepmts at suicide that didn't work, fucking shit. God. I'm done with this, I personally don't know how much more I can deal with this. No one knows what their doing to me, What am I waiting for? I could my painfull excuse for a life, but I don't want to let it go.....Just yet. Though it will happen, and I don't know when I'm going to do it. Things are just to complicated for me. I can't deal with this as I said before.