Shoutouts that I can't say outloud... (no, I'm not dying either)

Aug 21, 2005 09:56

Amanda

You've been my best (girl) friend since 4th grade. I've spent the better part of my growing up and transition years with you right beside me, or not that far off. Basically, we've gone from wearing Northern Getaway tracksuits to being who we are today. You've got a real job in advertising at the paper and a boyfriend I know you're going to marry (even if you dont say so in so many words). Without you I wouldn't be who I am and I am forever greatful and will always love you with all my heart.

Steve McIntyre

Man, we've come so far in the last 6 years you and me. From BleedMusic days to the new and more open you. I've never been more proud of you than I am now when I see how freaking happy playing makes you. You're always there for me, and although relationship talks are not our forte, we make the best of everything .........somehow we always end up at Taco Bell.
Your mom and I spent the better part of the evening last night (after you passed out so gracefully) cleaning up the yard and talking about how funny it is that I hang out with all you boys, yet I'm not a girlfriend.... and how all of you treat me like your sister. She says I'm the daughter she never had the chance to have and she's happy you and me have stayed so close in the past few years... girlfriends... etc. Your mom gives you your compassion and appreciation for people, I can see it in you.

Ashley Reeves

You my little lady are truly one of a kind. Four years I think it's been since we first met, I don't know what I did to deserve meeting you, but it had to have made someone happy. You're too much beyond words and the most beautiful lady I've ever seen. I WILL come to Fullerton this year to see your new place, and I WILL bring the dance party we owe the livingroom.

Ange Gough

You little lady, wear your heart on your sleeve too much, and you're always getting yourself hurt. I think thats why we've ended up bonding so well. You're such a genuine person and it hurts me to see people treat you so badly.
A photographer, a friend, a hopeless romantic; don't ever change, you're amazing.

Basically I woke up this morning and realized there are people in my life (so many more then this) that actually do hold a piece of my heart. It hurts me so much to know that so many of you will be so far away from me come September.
I might get a job in Mississauga, who knows.. (please like me at my interview St. Yves Veggie Cuisine) but I feel like I've not been telling my friends how much I care about them lately... and I keep bottling everything up inside... I just hope everyone knows how I feel about them. 'Cause for the most part, I care about everyone so much. My heart just doesn't feel big enough to love this many people, but it has to be, otherwise where is all this love coming from?

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I have to work today 11-7. Blah. so much for six days off. I just need to learn to say no.
I'm getting my feet tattooed on Tuesday by Sarah at Lucky Devil, I'm rather excited from our previous talk as to how it's going to turn out.
I'm officially going to Quebec with Mugshot September 23&24th (both shows with Silverstein, who always play amazing shows). Steve asked me to. I can't say no. Kyle Jackson is going to come as well, should be an experience to never forget.
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