Aug 13, 2005 20:56
Rebecca and me headed down to the wedding after work. Let me just say, I've never see anyone more beautiful then Anne looked last night. She was so genuinely happy it was amazing.
The look on her face when Jeff and the cbk guys walked in around 10:30 was priceless. I thought she was going to cry her eyes right out of her skull.
Her dress was beautiful, Joel looked AMAZING! and everyone was having the best time ever.
I spoke with her mom and she was so happy to see all of us there in one room!
I took lots of pictures, they all turned out so well.
I may post some later, when I scan them to my dad's pc.
Kyle and I fought the whole way home about how pathetic I am for still wanting you... for being "weak enough to go back to you"
BUT
I miss you. I took everything he said and swallowed it. I don't even care what he says.
Work was brutal today. Less then 2 hours sleep. Came home, napped until 8. Pretty sure I just want to crawl back in bed and not wake until morning.
Sunday, I don't work.
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200 miles away from home
200 miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs
You demand to be chased for your love
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long
But you don't care at all
There's nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed, please be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all, oh at all
Hopeless love please leave me
This broken heart is far to weak to run for you this long
Why don't you care at all?
I'm dying for a place in your heart.
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to ignore the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow, somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
And help me forget your name.