Oh I love what you do to me
Dear You;
I like you. I've always liked you, even when you were the person I hated more than anything in the world, inside I knew I still loved you with my whole heart. Nothing seems to change that (including you breaking up with me and breaking my heart). You're always on my mind and you've always got a place in my heart.
Talking to you on the phone tonight, put me into the best mood possible. I was so surprised to see your name on my call display I actually sat for a second worrying about what to say. BUT the second you say hello, I can't stop talking, you've always made me feel so comfortable.
I wish I could just say "screw it" to work and fly to Ottawa like you asked, but I can't. I have to make money so I can move... one of the plus sides is that I'll be closer to you soon enough.
Last night your messages made my heart so happy, I wasn't interested in anything but my phone... once the red light started flashing, I knew I had your attention. I always crave your attention
I really hope you're serious with the words you say to me, because I can't lose my heart in you again.
I miss you, a lot. I need to see you again soon.
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Ok, so now that's out of the way,
Last night was amazing. We showed up in Toronto around 9:30 and headed to Fionn MacCools. Met Anne and Mandi on the street's since they were BEYOND antsy for our arrival. Anne looked like she was going to cry from sheer excitement when she hugged me. I love her to death. I can't imagine getting married now in my life, but if anyone's ready for it, it's Anne and Joel.
Ok, so Mandi's drunk, everyone's drunk actually and we head inside the pub to meet all of the other girls at the party. Old men are astounded by the fact that 25-30 girls collectively have 100-130 tattoos. I'm pretty sure the majority are on Holly and Rachel though. These same old men buy several rounds from the bar for the girls, and Mandi only buys herself one drink all night.
Then we head off to The Super Market in Kensington district. The whole drive to the bar (lydia was DD) was CRAZY. I shared the front seat with Tanner and let me tell you, she is NOT afraid to talk to anyone whilst hanging out the front window.
We get to the Super Market, which is beyond packed with people and try to make our way inside. It's hot, sweaty and 10 minutes in I get hit on by what looks like a football player verson of Giligan. "Hey baby, your friends are bitches and you're clearly the hottest one here, let's just go dance and take things from there" Of course there's him touching my sides and rubbing my back which was HELLA creepy. Thankfully Debb Horvat came to my rescue and pretended she was my girlfriend. We got out of that situation in the nick of time.
Ok, so the bar is closing and we head out. We decided food was a necessary short stop before heading to Anne's new place. So we hit up Mel's Diner across from Sneaky Dee's. BEST FOOD EVER. I can't even describe how amazing the food was. At this point Rob Thornton calls to tell me I should be hanging out with him and Chris and Simon (three guys I went to school with in Belleville that now live together in Toronto) but I was clearly having too much fun with the ladies to leave.On the way home Mandi and Holly start jabbering in the car and everything out of their mouths was "blah blah blah NEXT.....gagaga NEXT" so the nights running joke was how many times you could say next. Oh and Holly speaks in internet. "www.I need my water.com" stuff like that. It was ridiculous.
Back to Anne's to sleep. We all basically passed out by around 5am and woke up pretty much every hour until 9:30 because it was SO FREAKING HOT. We all start getting up and moving, and Anne opens her present from me, and seemed to love the earrings, I'm glad because I spent so long picking them out for her.
We talk about the wedding a bit, and she tells us how she and Joel are going to decorate the place.
It was an amazing evening. I truly love Anne, Mandi and Debb so much.
The wedding is Friday and I'm so freaking excited. I just need to find something nice to wear... and I have to still pick out a gift.
I like you. I've always liked you, even when you were the person I hated more than anything in the world, inside I knew I still loved you with my whole heart. Nothing seems to change that (including you breaking up with me and breaking my heart). You're always on my mind and you've always got a place in my heart.
Talking to you on the phone tonight, put me into the best mood possible. I was so surprised to see your name on my call display I actually sat for a second worrying about what to say. BUT the second you say hello, I can't stop talking, you've always made me feel so comfortable.
I wish I could just say "screw it" to work and fly to Ottawa like you asked, but I can't. I have to make money so I can move... one of the plus sides is that I'll be closer to you soon enough.
Last night your messages made my heart so happy, I wasn't interested in anything but my phone... once the red light started flashing, I knew I had your attention. I always crave your attention
I really hope you're serious with the words you say to me, because I can't lose my heart in you again.
I miss you, a lot. I need to see you again soon.
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Ok, so now that's out of the way,
Last night was amazing. We showed up in Toronto around 9:30 and headed to Fionn MacCools. Met Anne and Mandi on the street's since they were BEYOND antsy for our arrival. Anne looked like she was going to cry from sheer excitement when she hugged me. I love her to death. I can't imagine getting married now in my life, but if anyone's ready for it, it's Anne and Joel.
Ok, so Mandi's drunk, everyone's drunk actually and we head inside the pub to meet all of the other girls at the party. Old men are astounded by the fact that 25-30 girls collectively have 100-130 tattoos. I'm pretty sure the majority are on Holly and Rachel though. These same old men buy several rounds from the bar for the girls, and Mandi only buys herself one drink all night.
Then we head off to The Super Market in Kensington district. The whole drive to the bar (lydia was DD) was CRAZY. I shared the front seat with Tanner and let me tell you, she is NOT afraid to talk to anyone whilst hanging out the front window.
We get to the Super Market, which is beyond packed with people and try to make our way inside. It's hot, sweaty and 10 minutes in I get hit on by what looks like a football player verson of Giligan. "Hey baby, your friends are bitches and you're clearly the hottest one here, let's just go dance and take things from there" Of course there's him touching my sides and rubbing my back which was HELLA creepy. Thankfully Debb Horvat came to my rescue and pretended she was my girlfriend. We got out of that situation in the nick of time.
Ok, so the bar is closing and we head out. We decided food was a necessary short stop before heading to Anne's new place. So we hit up Mel's Diner across from Sneaky Dee's. BEST FOOD EVER. I can't even describe how amazing the food was. At this point Rob Thornton calls to tell me I should be hanging out with him and Chris and Simon (three guys I went to school with in Belleville that now live together in Toronto) but I was clearly having too much fun with the ladies to leave.On the way home Mandi and Holly start jabbering in the car and everything out of their mouths was "blah blah blah NEXT.....gagaga NEXT" so the nights running joke was how many times you could say next. Oh and Holly speaks in internet. "www.I need my water.com" stuff like that. It was ridiculous.
Back to Anne's to sleep. We all basically passed out by around 5am and woke up pretty much every hour until 9:30 because it was SO FREAKING HOT. We all start getting up and moving, and Anne opens her present from me, and seemed to love the earrings, I'm glad because I spent so long picking them out for her.
We talk about the wedding a bit, and she tells us how she and Joel are going to decorate the place.
It was an amazing evening. I truly love Anne, Mandi and Debb so much.
The wedding is Friday and I'm so freaking excited. I just need to find something nice to wear... and I have to still pick out a gift.