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I leave for Phoenix tomorrow. But Chicago has been so good to me. So good.
Being home for December and January is a test. A test of how much I want to come back and forth between here and there.
What I'm doing this summer is unclear. Where I'm living next year, I also don't know. Dorms again maybe. Apartment with Jordan, maybe again. Getting a job is necessary. But why make money if it will mostly go towards rent, when my parents house is free for 3 months? I would like to get an internship in Chicago, somewhere, somehow. How I would go about getting this internship I don' t know. I also would like to take a summer class I think, too. I have lots of options, and all of the options center around where will I live this summer and what is home.
If I chose now I would say stay in Chicago. Because I know I will miss it so much. I have a lot to miss here, now.