Crap. And racist people.

[beata_beatrixx]

I didn't get the internship I desperately needed. So I'm a bit screwed. I have two options: Single Brothers House or spring term. I think I'll take spring term if nothing else comes up. It HAS to be in walking distance. That is a HUGE deal.
I miss my mom and animal friends, but I'm not looking forward to driving home through rural SC,GA and north FL. Everytime I go home I'm greeted with confederate flags (I will NOT capitalize that C!). People don't believe FL is part of the South? Bullshit. Every time I pass that huge flag on the GA/FL border, I want trample it to the ground. Not BURN IT, bury it. No honorable destruction. Sometimes I fantasize about putting a new one in its place that says "YOU LOST, GET OVER IT! Love, a wayward GRITS." But I don't, because I'll get raped and shot at by my "friendly Christian neighbors." I wanted to go to Connecticut with my uncle but it probably won't happen. I'll try again. Maybe I'll get a plane ticket, but the airport is worse.
Sorry if this is at all uber angry, but someone unprovokedly called one of my closest friends the n-word today and spat at her and I am pissed off.
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