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Mar 26, 2006 20:16

closure is such a joke. we make up this "term." but by trying to achieve this "idea" we only stay connected and invovled to what we want space from. its a vicoius cycle. wanting closure, not getting it, staying invovled trying to receive what we comprehend as closeure, not getting it, still trying....etc etc. not to mention the fact, that we partially use "closure" as an exuse to stay with what we're trying to run from. subconciously we'll always want to see our ex-s, relive our failures, try again at what we lost at, or at least check up to see if we're winning the unwritten competition. the problem comes, not only from being considered a psycho for torturing ones self and setting ones self up for what everyone recognizes as a fucked up situation, but also when every encounter your left seen as the loser. the one who couldnt "move on." fucking drama drama. i shouldve been a soccer player.

(ps. the term "we" does not nessisarily include you, therefore dont get offended by my preachings)
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