I'll back off so you can live better
Title : I'll back off so you can live
Pairing : DooSeob(main) slight KiWoon && JunSeung
Rating : PG-13 (to be safe)
Summary : They were just acting but Yo Seob can't stop his mind for thinking the other ...
Author's Note : I'm new to this stuffs so please be patient with me , well enjoy and I appreciate comments :))
Title : I'll back off so you can live
Pairing : DooSeob(main) slight KiWoon && JunSeung
Rating : PG-13 (to be safe)
Summary : They were just acting but Yo Seob can't stop his mind for thinking the other ...
“Where was the filming again ?” Hyun Seung asked the man in the phone .
We heard Jun Hyung scolding Hyun Seung through the phone from the lack of attentiveness . Who even suggested letting HyunSeung with the wheel and the directions anyway ?
“Stop shouting at me ! I just got a little confused that’s all . Were here !” Hyun Seung said after 2 hours of driving around Seoul .
“Finally ! I thought we were never gonna’ reach this place !” Ki Kwang exhaled and crawled out of Dong Woon’s arms before opening the door and pulling his maknae out .
Yo Seob was excited to see his boyfriend so before Dong Woon was even half way out of the car , he was already going through the small gap between Dong Woon and the door .
Dong Woon jumped to Gi Kwang with a start “So impatient! It’s not like you haven’t seen him for ages” Gi Kwang scolded the already jumping boy who’s tugging at Hyun Seung’s shirt .
Yo Seob drag or merely carried Hyun Seung inside the building where they were shooting the new music video of G.Na. Feat Jun Hyung & in the video stars Doo Joon .
Yo Seob jumped at the back of Doo Joon as soon as he saw the older male .
“Hey!” Doo Joon said before fixing Yo Seob’s hand that was strangling him to make them both comfortable at the piggyback .
“Doo Joon~ah I was so sad today , Hyun Seung~hyung was bullying me by taking my caramel candy and eating it ! & Dong Woon~hyung & Gi Kwang~hyung was laughing at me the whole time” Yo Seob whined like a 5 year old and started making sounds that were close to sobbing .
“Shh~Seobie I promise to come with you to a candy store after the shooting okay? Stop now…” Doo Joon said~like he was truly talking to a baby~ while petting Yo Seob’s head.
Yo Seob looked at Doo Joon and stated with a pout” You promise?”
“I promise~ now , can you get down from my back ? were going to start in a few minutes” The older male ask while untwining Yo Seob’s fingers around his neck and lifting the boy to sit in his chair . “Sit still , don’t go running off somewhere , you might get lost . Just watch you’re almighty boyfriend do his thing okay ?” He was answered with a beaming smile and a nod .
“I promise to behave DooJoonie~!”Yo Seob said in a high pitched voice .
“Wow ~ you look awfully cute. Is this yours DooJoon~hyung?” Yo Seob turned his head to the unknown voice and saw G. Na. the girl Doo Joon was going to make the video with . He only saw her at picture in magazines but she was really pretty . “Hi I’m Gina Choi but you can call me G.Na” she said while holding out her hand proposing for a hand shake .
“Yang Yo Seob , cutie pie of B2ST and totally his” before reaching her hands .
G.Na chuckled “Wow ~ well it’s a good thing somebody already claimed you . A lot of girls probably had their eyes on you.”
Doo Joon grabbed Yo Seob’s hand and pinched his cheeks “Yeah well I’m as lucky as he is to have such a cute , bubbly baby like him.” Doo Joon was using his baby-talk voice .
The shooting was quite boring for Yo Seob . G. Na was the first to do her parts just some singing there , posing those , do that/this expression , the normal stuff . Then it was Jun Hyung’s turn he did he’s part quite well obtaining Hyun Seung’s whistle of appreciation .
Doo Joon was the last to do his part in which Yo Seob was completely attentive . Doo Joon was just walking here and there , wore his blazer , look thoughtful or behind you then touch the doorknob ,be doubtful then open it wide . All this while the other beast member were hardly watching , Dong Woon and Gi Kwang left minutes ago saying they’ll just go roaming around , Jun Hyung has Hyun Seung cuddled in his lap while brushing his hands on the elder’s hair . Then they were done , or so Yo Seob thought before the director ordered Doo Joon and G. Na to sit in the table together and have a ‘tea party’ was the way of Yo Seob explaining what they were doing . They were just talking and when Doo Joon looked at Yo Seob’s direction he laughed which was the exact thing the director was asking him to do . The younger man gave him the is-there-something-in-my-face look which only caused the leader to smile and blow him a kiss . The scene Yo Seob was seeing was cute not until Doo Joon slowly moved his hands to touch G. Na’s in a sneaky way and G. Na blushing and giggling about it . Nothing so serious just a touch , nothing more Yo Seob kept chanting that in his mind not convincing himself . Then the scene was over , replaced with a worse scenario . Doo Joon and G. Na IN BED ! Yo Seob acted professionally , he just gave Doo Joon a thumbs up and a weak smile .
They were so convincing , like everything was real . How Doo Joon would put his arms around her and smile or chuckle , when he was brushing her hair just like how he does with Yo Seob’s , when they were standing and Doo Joon pulled her in a warm embrace then whispered something to her then placed a small kiss in her shoulders , just how Doo Joon used to do for Yo Seob , but now Yo Seob is seeing Doo Joon do all of this with another girl for the whole world to see . He know it’s all acting , but it just can’t stop his brain for thinking the other .
He can’t take it anymore , so he gathered all of what’s left in his strength and walk outside , quietly not wanting to attract attention .
He heard footsteps behind him “You seem bothered” it was Jiyong~hyung .
He can hear the worry in the manager’s voice “Nah , just needed some fresh air “ Yo Seob answered without facing his manager . “You should go inside , I’ll be there in a minute”
“It’s just acting you know . I know he would rather have you there than her”
“But that’s the problem isn’t it . I can never be seen like that with him in a music video , in public , in the fan’s eyes without fanservice . We can never be a real couple , just a stupid fanservice . He can never be just mine or else it would ruin us both . I know someday we have to stop because what were doing is wrong in a lot of ways . I know I’m just strangling him , I think the time to stop has come . When I go back there I would see him with G. Na , even though it’s all acting , my mind would say that the picture I’m seeing is a lot better and more suitable than me with him .”
“You think too much Seobie” Manager patted his shoulder before making the boy look at him . “You can never be seen with like that in a music video or in public , but isn’t it enough for him to be by you’re side every night ? Every waking hours ? Every minute and seconds of the day you have together ? You can never be more than just a fanservice in the eyes of others , but you can be real in you’re world , in front of your friends , when there’s no camera . But not in front of the board or else I’ll get fired…” Yo Seob giggled but the manager continued “ He can be yours by promising that he’ll never look at other’s the way he look at you , that he’ll only love you & nothing else but you , he can stay by your side & promise to never leave you alone till death do you part . If you think someday you’ll need to stop for people’s sake , remember that it’s a stupid thought , because it’s your life , not theirs , always think- for the first time- of your happiness and were your heart needs to be. When you go back there , when you see him ‘acting’ and seemingly happy , think that that’s his way of saying ‘this is what I feel when I’m with Yang Yo Seob and I want the whole world to see how much I’m happy and how deeply in love I am with him’ now go back inside will need to get going soon” Jiyong~hyung said with a small pat on his head .
Yo Seob was touched about his manager’s sensitivity so he hugged him tight “ thanks hyung ! you’re the best manager a sensitive kid like me could have”
“Yeah , I know kid , now hurry” They both walked back to the set , nobody seemed to notice their absence . Yo Seob saw his leader bowing and thanking the director and the other staff . He walked slowly to Doo Joon , counting every step . When he was standing in front of the older male , he smiled “You were great ! Congratulations !’ He said before wrapping his arms around the older male and giving him a peck on his cheeks .
The leader just stood there with a sly smile on his face but before the virtual maknae can ask about his silence he crashed their lips together earning them a few ‘ohhs’ and ‘yiees’ from their audience . They heard their manager babble ‘no PDA allowed here without the camera’s rolling you know’ and saw some flickers of camera’s and cell phone from the other beast members .
“No posting on twitter guys or you’re all dead !” Doo Joon said with a silly grin after the kiss . Then an idea spurt out of Doo Joon’s head . He then let the confused boy go and went to the director , he whispered something then the director just nodded then after a few more talks ordered everyone outside , as in everyone .
After a few more minutes of people going out taking stuffs with them . Doo Joon went back to the confused boy . Before Yo Seob can say his question , Doo Joon said “I ask the director and G. Na a favor .” Then G. Na’s song was blaring from some speaker Yo Seob can’t see . Doo Joon pulled him to the set of bed’s and repeated what he did to G.Na , only this time , there was no acting just Yo Seob .
When they were both laying on the bed Doo Joon whispered oh~so~lovely in Yo Seob’s ear . “I wish it was you with me in that video for the world to see”
And Yo Seob gave himself an imaginary slap on the face for even thinking what he did last 30 minutes ago . “I wish so too~” before he pulled the older male for another set of kisses . “Don’t think that I forgot you’re promise about the candy store” Yo Seob said between kisses .
“Yes, sir after were done” Before Doo Joon placed him to sit on his stomach without breaking the kiss .
Pairing : DooSeob(main) slight KiWoon && JunSeung
Rating : PG-13 (to be safe)
Summary : They were just acting but Yo Seob can't stop his mind for thinking the other ...
Author's Note : I'm new to this stuffs so please be patient with me , well enjoy and I appreciate comments :))
Title : I'll back off so you can live
Pairing : DooSeob(main) slight KiWoon && JunSeung
Rating : PG-13 (to be safe)
Summary : They were just acting but Yo Seob can't stop his mind for thinking the other ...
“Where was the filming again ?” Hyun Seung asked the man in the phone .
We heard Jun Hyung scolding Hyun Seung through the phone from the lack of attentiveness . Who even suggested letting HyunSeung with the wheel and the directions anyway ?
“Stop shouting at me ! I just got a little confused that’s all . Were here !” Hyun Seung said after 2 hours of driving around Seoul .
“Finally ! I thought we were never gonna’ reach this place !” Ki Kwang exhaled and crawled out of Dong Woon’s arms before opening the door and pulling his maknae out .
Yo Seob was excited to see his boyfriend so before Dong Woon was even half way out of the car , he was already going through the small gap between Dong Woon and the door .
Dong Woon jumped to Gi Kwang with a start “So impatient! It’s not like you haven’t seen him for ages” Gi Kwang scolded the already jumping boy who’s tugging at Hyun Seung’s shirt .
Yo Seob drag or merely carried Hyun Seung inside the building where they were shooting the new music video of G.Na. Feat Jun Hyung & in the video stars Doo Joon .
Yo Seob jumped at the back of Doo Joon as soon as he saw the older male .
“Hey!” Doo Joon said before fixing Yo Seob’s hand that was strangling him to make them both comfortable at the piggyback .
“Doo Joon~ah I was so sad today , Hyun Seung~hyung was bullying me by taking my caramel candy and eating it ! & Dong Woon~hyung & Gi Kwang~hyung was laughing at me the whole time” Yo Seob whined like a 5 year old and started making sounds that were close to sobbing .
“Shh~Seobie I promise to come with you to a candy store after the shooting okay? Stop now…” Doo Joon said~like he was truly talking to a baby~ while petting Yo Seob’s head.
Yo Seob looked at Doo Joon and stated with a pout” You promise?”
“I promise~ now , can you get down from my back ? were going to start in a few minutes” The older male ask while untwining Yo Seob’s fingers around his neck and lifting the boy to sit in his chair . “Sit still , don’t go running off somewhere , you might get lost . Just watch you’re almighty boyfriend do his thing okay ?” He was answered with a beaming smile and a nod .
“I promise to behave DooJoonie~!”Yo Seob said in a high pitched voice .
“Wow ~ you look awfully cute. Is this yours DooJoon~hyung?” Yo Seob turned his head to the unknown voice and saw G. Na. the girl Doo Joon was going to make the video with . He only saw her at picture in magazines but she was really pretty . “Hi I’m Gina Choi but you can call me G.Na” she said while holding out her hand proposing for a hand shake .
“Yang Yo Seob , cutie pie of B2ST and totally his” before reaching her hands .
G.Na chuckled “Wow ~ well it’s a good thing somebody already claimed you . A lot of girls probably had their eyes on you.”
Doo Joon grabbed Yo Seob’s hand and pinched his cheeks “Yeah well I’m as lucky as he is to have such a cute , bubbly baby like him.” Doo Joon was using his baby-talk voice .
The shooting was quite boring for Yo Seob . G. Na was the first to do her parts just some singing there , posing those , do that/this expression , the normal stuff . Then it was Jun Hyung’s turn he did he’s part quite well obtaining Hyun Seung’s whistle of appreciation .
Doo Joon was the last to do his part in which Yo Seob was completely attentive . Doo Joon was just walking here and there , wore his blazer , look thoughtful or behind you then touch the doorknob ,be doubtful then open it wide . All this while the other beast member were hardly watching , Dong Woon and Gi Kwang left minutes ago saying they’ll just go roaming around , Jun Hyung has Hyun Seung cuddled in his lap while brushing his hands on the elder’s hair . Then they were done , or so Yo Seob thought before the director ordered Doo Joon and G. Na to sit in the table together and have a ‘tea party’ was the way of Yo Seob explaining what they were doing . They were just talking and when Doo Joon looked at Yo Seob’s direction he laughed which was the exact thing the director was asking him to do . The younger man gave him the is-there-something-in-my-face look which only caused the leader to smile and blow him a kiss . The scene Yo Seob was seeing was cute not until Doo Joon slowly moved his hands to touch G. Na’s in a sneaky way and G. Na blushing and giggling about it . Nothing so serious just a touch , nothing more Yo Seob kept chanting that in his mind not convincing himself . Then the scene was over , replaced with a worse scenario . Doo Joon and G. Na IN BED ! Yo Seob acted professionally , he just gave Doo Joon a thumbs up and a weak smile .
They were so convincing , like everything was real . How Doo Joon would put his arms around her and smile or chuckle , when he was brushing her hair just like how he does with Yo Seob’s , when they were standing and Doo Joon pulled her in a warm embrace then whispered something to her then placed a small kiss in her shoulders , just how Doo Joon used to do for Yo Seob , but now Yo Seob is seeing Doo Joon do all of this with another girl for the whole world to see . He know it’s all acting , but it just can’t stop his brain for thinking the other .
He can’t take it anymore , so he gathered all of what’s left in his strength and walk outside , quietly not wanting to attract attention .
He heard footsteps behind him “You seem bothered” it was Jiyong~hyung .
He can hear the worry in the manager’s voice “Nah , just needed some fresh air “ Yo Seob answered without facing his manager . “You should go inside , I’ll be there in a minute”
“It’s just acting you know . I know he would rather have you there than her”
“But that’s the problem isn’t it . I can never be seen like that with him in a music video , in public , in the fan’s eyes without fanservice . We can never be a real couple , just a stupid fanservice . He can never be just mine or else it would ruin us both . I know someday we have to stop because what were doing is wrong in a lot of ways . I know I’m just strangling him , I think the time to stop has come . When I go back there I would see him with G. Na , even though it’s all acting , my mind would say that the picture I’m seeing is a lot better and more suitable than me with him .”
“You think too much Seobie” Manager patted his shoulder before making the boy look at him . “You can never be seen with like that in a music video or in public , but isn’t it enough for him to be by you’re side every night ? Every waking hours ? Every minute and seconds of the day you have together ? You can never be more than just a fanservice in the eyes of others , but you can be real in you’re world , in front of your friends , when there’s no camera . But not in front of the board or else I’ll get fired…” Yo Seob giggled but the manager continued “ He can be yours by promising that he’ll never look at other’s the way he look at you , that he’ll only love you & nothing else but you , he can stay by your side & promise to never leave you alone till death do you part . If you think someday you’ll need to stop for people’s sake , remember that it’s a stupid thought , because it’s your life , not theirs , always think- for the first time- of your happiness and were your heart needs to be. When you go back there , when you see him ‘acting’ and seemingly happy , think that that’s his way of saying ‘this is what I feel when I’m with Yang Yo Seob and I want the whole world to see how much I’m happy and how deeply in love I am with him’ now go back inside will need to get going soon” Jiyong~hyung said with a small pat on his head .
Yo Seob was touched about his manager’s sensitivity so he hugged him tight “ thanks hyung ! you’re the best manager a sensitive kid like me could have”
“Yeah , I know kid , now hurry” They both walked back to the set , nobody seemed to notice their absence . Yo Seob saw his leader bowing and thanking the director and the other staff . He walked slowly to Doo Joon , counting every step . When he was standing in front of the older male , he smiled “You were great ! Congratulations !’ He said before wrapping his arms around the older male and giving him a peck on his cheeks .
The leader just stood there with a sly smile on his face but before the virtual maknae can ask about his silence he crashed their lips together earning them a few ‘ohhs’ and ‘yiees’ from their audience . They heard their manager babble ‘no PDA allowed here without the camera’s rolling you know’ and saw some flickers of camera’s and cell phone from the other beast members .
“No posting on twitter guys or you’re all dead !” Doo Joon said with a silly grin after the kiss . Then an idea spurt out of Doo Joon’s head . He then let the confused boy go and went to the director , he whispered something then the director just nodded then after a few more talks ordered everyone outside , as in everyone .
After a few more minutes of people going out taking stuffs with them . Doo Joon went back to the confused boy . Before Yo Seob can say his question , Doo Joon said “I ask the director and G. Na a favor .” Then G. Na’s song was blaring from some speaker Yo Seob can’t see . Doo Joon pulled him to the set of bed’s and repeated what he did to G.Na , only this time , there was no acting just Yo Seob .
When they were both laying on the bed Doo Joon whispered oh~so~lovely in Yo Seob’s ear . “I wish it was you with me in that video for the world to see”
And Yo Seob gave himself an imaginary slap on the face for even thinking what he did last 30 minutes ago . “I wish so too~” before he pulled the older male for another set of kisses . “Don’t think that I forgot you’re promise about the candy store” Yo Seob said between kisses .
“Yes, sir after were done” Before Doo Joon placed him to sit on his stomach without breaking the kiss .