Giving up is hard to do
I have just finished saying my last really hard goodbye (excluding my fam). I am the next to go (except Lauren, but i see her in a day anyway). I'm really starting to miss people even those who have not yet left...i must be anticipating the misery of being with out you. I've been really trying to get my mind off that but even just using my password to log into LJ makes me realize how much i miss certain people (thanks guys!!) I know that once i'm in school with stuff i wont be as lost and maybe i will get my mind off it. It's gonna take sometime but i'm sure a balance will be achieved and new friends will be made. i really hope things work out for the better and what will be will be... i just need to keep thinking that. It's 1:55 now and i really need to go to bed so until next time my avid readers!