HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!
My day yesterday was possibly one of the worst in recorded history. My family life is really shitty right now and the negativity carries over to my relationships with others. We are all leaving soon and the changes we have been going through in just the last few months have been immense. I have come to the realization that I can’t change anyone I can give them suggestions, I can talk to them, I can fight with them but it's up to them to make the change and some people I care about just aren’t. Its up to me to decide if I can deal with that, i'm pretty sure i can. I love you guys more then anything and I know in a few days this whole thing should blow over. The thunder and rain is making me really crabby right now.