May 30, 2007 20:41
hi there.
my name is Adam.
about a month ago, i tried to kill myself.
i ended up in the emergency room.
after that, i went to a crisis center to be watched over for 24 hours.
i sucessfuly overdosed on Lexapro on the way there.
after that night, i was taken by ambulance to St. Helena hospital, near Napa.
i stayed there for 2 weeks and 3 days.
i liked it, i felt happy for the first time in months.
after that, i moved to Mukwonago, Wisconsin, to be with my parents, since i'm too emotionally strung out and sick physically to live on my own.
nobody here is like me.
not that i live near anyone, anyways,
i will see my friends in Vacaville one final time.
after that, i'm not sure what is going to happen.
things will get better.
or i will crash.
whatever.
now you know the story.
at least part of it.
yo-ro-shi-ku.