wow....

[bearyblueeyes18]

so i just spent about 5 hours reading every live journal entry i have ever posted and it was crazy! the insane things that have occurred in my life....unbelievable. there have been so many people come into my life and leave just as fast as they entered. But the memories we have shared have been great.

• I miss the times that me and crystal once shared.
• all the crazy ups and downs cat and i have had but we were always able to work through them. i miss her like crazy.
• the insane hanson crazes me and britny went through (which by the way i had an amazing hanson dream last night!!)
• how close chris morse and i got throughout the years and just how much he has always and will always mean to me.
• the million "bad decisions" i made.....oh jeez.
• how much i miss missy and beth and kt and so many more people.
• apparently i made matt leblanc mad once? crazy thought.

i guess looking back i have grown up a lot....become a much different person.  Become stronger through the years based on all the crazy experiences and amazing people i have met. So i dont talk to the majority of them anymore....its ok. im not mad about it because i know we all have the same amazing memories, no matter how it all ended.

Life is much to short to worry about the small things in life. Im sorry if i have wronged anyone in life....it was all part of my bad decision making. I'd like to think im a different person now....but who really knows. A new group of people in my life....some not so new....but all equally amazing. I was once told that people come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. They all teach you a life time lesson and its all about how you apply it to your daily life.

<3 life.