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so today....well....it started off so blah...like i was supposed to do something and i couldnt get ahold of anyone. I knew josh was mad at me and i came to grips with that. But then i tried calling other people and was just nervous that they were too just because i get paranoid like that. But yeah....they werent...
then i was emotionally drained for a reason that is just far too long to explain here because i will just get drained again...and i really dont want to at all....
so tonight...
THE MOST INCREDIBLE NIGHT EVER!!! I called jeremy.....i did it...didnt think i was going to but i did...and it was only supposed to be so that i could tell him there was no news on chilli's or olive garden but then we talked....i was supposed to have a 15 minute break and itook 45 just to sit and talk o him....and it was awesome! He asked me to the movies on monday night and i freaked....well not on the phone...but after!!! and i traded my shift for that night and im good to go!!! i cant wait....what was once a dumb obsession over a waiter that i thought would be a waste of tme is beginning to suprise me with the direction its taking....we'll see.....just pray for me....PLEASE! hahaha...
so yeah...thats about it....just super happy!
then i was emotionally drained for a reason that is just far too long to explain here because i will just get drained again...and i really dont want to at all....
so tonight...
THE MOST INCREDIBLE NIGHT EVER!!! I called jeremy.....i did it...didnt think i was going to but i did...and it was only supposed to be so that i could tell him there was no news on chilli's or olive garden but then we talked....i was supposed to have a 15 minute break and itook 45 just to sit and talk o him....and it was awesome! He asked me to the movies on monday night and i freaked....well not on the phone...but after!!! and i traded my shift for that night and im good to go!!! i cant wait....what was once a dumb obsession over a waiter that i thought would be a waste of tme is beginning to suprise me with the direction its taking....we'll see.....just pray for me....PLEASE! hahaha...
so yeah...thats about it....just super happy!