Jan 18, 2005 18:29
Haha, the last time I've ever written a "journal" was back in, like 3rd grade with my Sonic the Hedgehog diary thing from Pic'n'Save. I may was well express myself here without being emo. Hence, I really do not enjoy emo. But the reason for that is for another journal entry. So anyways, I think this would be a great way for people to understand me more, a little too much more. The people in my life don't really know who I am, primarily because I don't talk too much. This livejournal thingy should be a great way to explicitly inform people, of me basically. Hence, the title of my livejournal is named "The Mind of Chris".
Essentially this is what this live journal is here for, to express what is going on in my head. What usually goes through my mind, to some people at least, tends to intrigue them. Why? I really don't know. But the thoughts that go through my head just seem that interesting to them. My thoughts are almost always kept to myself, there are somewhat concealed in my head forever. But you're in luck! I, for some reason can better articulate my thinking in writing rather than speech. But when I tell my friends about something personal in my life, I rarely ever tell them much about it. Although it may seem to be a lot of info to them, but usually its not.
My mom gets increasingly frustrated when she sees me starring at nowhere when she drives me anywhere. She always asks me about that I am thinking. Of course, she cares about my state of being. But the fact of the matter is, I don't like to tell her anything. Especially if its something that might spark some touchy conversation. I don't like conflict in my life. I don't like causing problems, so I choose not to speak. This although is ironic, my silence has caused me much trauma in my life. I plan to change that.
I guess this entry would serve as an introduction to what I will write about my life in the future. So until my next entry...dinner time!