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Dreams suck!..i knew it was coming because i have been thinking about it recently, but this one just really sucked..acting like things were ok, we didnt hate each other, still friends and even more and its just terrible that i still fucking wake up to that and have to get back into reality..i hate it, i get so sad and its so hard not to focus on the past. I cant change anything, i know that, so theres no point in letting myself get upset again...it just sucks. I wonder if he has them too..but actually, i dont want to think about it...have to stay in the present