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[bearshark9]

as much as i want to kiss you, i cant
my lips touch yours for a brief moment
but i cant feel a thing
if a twisted stomach is my only reward
then i wont touch you anymore
holding back tears, i whisper to you
only, in return, to be refused
this hazy rim around my world encloses me
and the light at the end of the tunnel dims
into a fog
im lost in time while all in my mind
i see your face and smile