I wonder . . .

[bearme45]

Sometimes I look at myself and debate whether or not I do the things I do for the reasons that I claim. I am really talking about my situation in Econ 334. I currently have a D in the class and I need a 75 percent to pass the class.

I fucked up on half of the assignments and just didn't care . . .but the more I think about it and the more I realized how easy the test seemed when I studied, if I do bad to add excitement to my everyday life. I usually can't stand studying but today when I studied all day I had no problem with it . . .at points it even seemed fun

So myself hypothesis is that I purposely didn't do well enough in the class so that it was more exciting to have to do well . . .I mean look at how perfect it ended up . . .needing a 75 percent is not that unreasonable and is very attainable.

I dunno I might just be giving myself credit for being LAZY . . .anyway

The test went well I hope and all I can do now is hope I did as well as I prepared . . .

Anyway

I have to type a 7 page research paper for Nazi of a teacher and study my ass off for an accounting final

I am so done with school and can't wait for it to be over

that is all . . .