Blogs and Entropy.
I still have 24 hours a day, last time I checked, and I still only work for 8 of them. It doesn't take any longer to do the piddly crap I do with the rest of my life. I'm trying to write more, get back into the habit of it. So why am I suddenly always running late? Why is it already 2 p.m and nothing necessary is done? All I can figure is, entropy ate it.
I didn't get the job at the rehab center doing secretarial work. I'm apparently sentenced for the near future to more defrauding of poor stupid people. This bullshit of all the responsibility and none of the power sucks to the max. I undergo at least one major humiliation a day, and it's making me feel defensive all the time. I have almost no ego as it is; this job is pretty much poisoning what there is of it. I need the paycheck, though.
I guess I'll have to saddle up and hit Apple One again. They got me into this in the first place. If I could temp and make what I'm making now, I would prefer it, but that's not possible.
I did get my resume updated, though. That has to be a plus. It only took me all weekend, and I'm still not totally happy with it. I should put a copy of it on here somewhere. Hmmmm. Another project!
I didn't get the job at the rehab center doing secretarial work. I'm apparently sentenced for the near future to more defrauding of poor stupid people. This bullshit of all the responsibility and none of the power sucks to the max. I undergo at least one major humiliation a day, and it's making me feel defensive all the time. I have almost no ego as it is; this job is pretty much poisoning what there is of it. I need the paycheck, though.
I guess I'll have to saddle up and hit Apple One again. They got me into this in the first place. If I could temp and make what I'm making now, I would prefer it, but that's not possible.
I did get my resume updated, though. That has to be a plus. It only took me all weekend, and I'm still not totally happy with it. I should put a copy of it on here somewhere. Hmmmm. Another project!