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do you ever go back and look at old things youve saved or old comments/messages people have left you. ones that make you laugh and then theres those that make you want to cry. I have those. I looked at them today. Two inpaticular that i saved on my myspace. it makes me wonder why everything had to end because i was so happy. things work out in the weirdest ways and it hurts but i just try to think that god has his plan for me. and thats why everything has turned out this way. I just dont understand why i havent found someone who makes me that happy yet. I mean i understand why i havent let go of what was, thats because i dont want to. I still want it. so basically im just waiting for what comes my way. and in the mean time, ive been reading those messages that were written with love as i smile with tears running down my face. I try to hold my head up. Somethings got to work out for someday soon...