Jun 03, 2005 15:56
You know, its funny. you sit at look at your life and look at all the things taht are wrong with it instead of looking at everything that you have going for you and all of the things you are blessed with. Ive spent so much of my life wishing for the things that have been pulled from my life or the things that havent yet come into it. and lately ive realized. I love my life. Maybe certain things are as good as id like them to be, but hey they are better than nothing. There are people in my life that used to be there all the time and now not so much, but the fact that theyre there at all makes it that much better and I wouldnt change it for the world. Im trying this thing where im happy for myself instead of always feeling sorry for myslef. there is so much life to live and not very much time to do it. Im going to live my life to the fullest and if you want to be right there with me thats awesome but if not well i really think you are going to be missing out. I cant be waiting for things my whole life, i have to go out there and work for them.
...with every beat, my heart grows more and more fond of your love...
things may not always work out the way they want them to but hey you cant control other people and or the situation so you might as well try to be happy...