May 04, 2005 19:47
Ugh I hate myself so much I’m such a fucking screw up. I thought my life was good. What the hell Macie. That’s exactly where I went wrong because I thought everything was just fine, but no, its not. God. Why? Like am I like immune to happiness I swear. Sometimes I feel like giving up, like I don’t know what else I have going for me? I wouldn’t be surprised if just everyone hated me and everyone thinks I’m so fucking annoying. Ugh, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I get on your nerves. Everything I do is wrong. Everything I think I do right is wrong. I’m sorry that I’m never going to be perfect for anyone in this life I’m sorry that I’m never going to come anywhere near perfect.