Dec 19, 2005 16:06
ahh
so im at the smith student center, imn really bored and there's a bunch of crazy smithee's around haha better minimize this!
hanyway i have a bunch of time to kill but nothing to write about
wow i feel really awkward around here
ok for that matter everywhere...ALL THE TIME!
i need to like someone, more than that i need to like someone that likes me back, and although you guys may not think this matters i think it might be really important for my self esteem and my comfort, and my awkwardness, and my lack of personality. either a "right" guy would see my personality and tell me so that i could know that it was still showing, or they would force me (unintentionally) to remember my personality/spark/voice/conversation-skills and show it more often
blah rambling, i guess this was a dumb idea and i feel like other people are staring at me and need the computer so im gonna go.
<3 me