Apr 09, 2009 14:25
about of course the fact that in some ways i am far too bloody tolerant of people
it's actually gotten to the point where i'm getting seriously fucked off with someone
despite the txts from her this morning apologizing for everything and saying she's ruined everything and blah blah blah
you know what? too fucking late
i'm getting pretty damn sick of getting screwed around - either make up your fucking mind or fuck off
it's not even a relationship drama or anything, she just doesn't know what the hell she wants
we used to be really close friends, then she randomly just stopped talking to me and all sorts of other random crap was happening
and despite the occasional txts from her saying she does miss me etc, when i do make an effort to go out of my way and see her and try and fix it and see if we can get back to where we were - nothing
she'll just sit there and shut down and say nothing no matter what i try, then bugger off after about 20mins
so seriously, what's the fucking point?
i've tried and tried and tried but nothing i have said or done has been enough for her
after months of this i can't help but think i must just be a gullible moron who's far too tolerant of people's bullshit
she wants to meet up in a few days when she gets back to wellington, and i'll see how i feel then and maybe give her one last chance
i'm not gonna hedge around the issue anymore - if she wants to repair the rift she caused, she better stop screwing around
argh i'm angry! DOUG SMASH