Interesting experiment...

[beard5]

I test rode a bike today. I don't think I'm going to get it since I'm still debating whether I'd be comfortable riding in public (the fact that I'm worried about it, is a good indication that I would be)

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[beard5]

(I forget that not everyone has read the agoraphobia/therapy post). I've been disabled for the last five years by agoraphobia and panic attacks (to sum up: I let a social anxiety disorder go undiagnosed, and untreated for about 30-35 years, and it caught up to me) It's one of the reasons it's been so tough for me to get out to SCA events. There are certain ones that I'll go to, but they do wear me out badly. I'm actually able to walk downtown to get a mug of coffee, sometimes. I've thought about getting a bike, but I feel dorky on it, and it would be a worry, having a panic attack while riding it. (That's why I'm taking it slow on the driving lessons, it's been 5 years since I've been able to drive, as well. I don't want to pass out, while behind the wheel)

I'm generally able to keep on a good face while I'm out, but it does slip when I'm out for too long. Therapy and medication have helped me enormously.

But, to sum up again, that's why I mentioned the 'in public and comfortable" part. I think I'll get more comfortable going out and walking, before I take the next step of adding props.

[cvirtue]

Aha! Yes, that's quite a thing to overcome -- good for you! I think your decision to do the 'going out and walking' first is a good one.