Day19

Jun 24, 2011 15:35

I can't imagine anything that I have done for myself in many years that compares to beginning this journey.  Day 19.  It's been an awful long time since I have gone 19 days without binging my brains out.  I feel accomplished today.  I committed to doing 21 days and I am almost there.  The next phase, the www.drfurman.com diet seems absolutely luxurious and indulgent compared to juicing.  I have learned that I can do anything if I allow myself to.  I have sabotaged myself many times before.  We all do.  But, not this time.  My life is on the line and I have total control of my destiny.
Interesting, I binged to cover up feelings and emotions, and it made it harder for me to deal with them, not easier.  I had to deal with the feeling and the binging (and it's result).  Who knew?
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