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why, when i'm the one that fucks up, does my dad get shit for it? that makes me feel so much worse. my mom has no right to blame my father for the things i do wrong.
i can comfortably and rightfully blame my mother for all of my family's problems, yet, to her, she's a way better parent than mo t. she yells at him for not doing anything about all the wrongs i've committed. if she wanted something more to be done, she should've done it.
and the mental problems she gives me. one second, she tells a joke about tickets and court, then next she's literally in my face yelling. i thought she was gonna bite me or something. if only she wasn't a bipolar menapausal alcoholic. oh the things she does to my mind.
i can comfortably and rightfully blame my mother for all of my family's problems, yet, to her, she's a way better parent than mo t. she yells at him for not doing anything about all the wrongs i've committed. if she wanted something more to be done, she should've done it.
and the mental problems she gives me. one second, she tells a joke about tickets and court, then next she's literally in my face yelling. i thought she was gonna bite me or something. if only she wasn't a bipolar menapausal alcoholic. oh the things she does to my mind.