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Prom is this Thursday... I don't think my date got a tux... because when I talked to him Wednesday, he said that he didn't have one... which is totally fine with me, a suit will do. But he's the prissy motherfucker who wants to look better than everyone else. I really don't know what provoked me to take this asswipe. No offense, but now that we haven't been talking and I talked to someone else... which I won't go into details with... he's been acting very strange and rude almost. Like, apparently I'm supposed to buy my own corsage... which I know I shouldn't be upset about but I'm paying for everything else, the limo, afterprom, tickets, etc., and I was kind of hoping for a nice date who would look at me and think how great I look... and all he could do was tell everyone how plain my dress is and how much he doesn't like it. I also heard that he really doesn't want to go to prom anymore... He does because all of his friends are going to be there but he doesn't want to go with me. Which kind of sucks. All I can hope is that he shows up. If he doesn't I will only be angry because I paid for two seats, etc., and for me I already went past the thousand dollar border so I don't want to pay extra for no reason. In all honesty, just come and take pictures and then we can separate. You dance with whomever and I'll do the same. hahahaha I always knew that he was "that kind of guy" and I know you ladies know what I mean ... and now that there's no possibility hahaha. Oh well. Prom should still be fun because it's not about him. Graduation should be great too. The party afterwards is going to be nice. Most of my family is coming which I am happy about.
Derrick and I are great. We are back on that level of friendship that makes me smile like crazy. There is still a little bit of tension because I wish that we were still together, and so does he, even just a little bit, but then we remember why we broke up and we laugh. It's just an amazing friendship and he's been here for me so much, especially as of late when I gave up a lot of friendships, and they know who they are. Once I graduate, it's over. I will not kiss their asses anymore and I will not give up my time for them when they barely give me a thought. They know who they are. For real. I'm through with them. :) For once I'm being strong.
ok yea. lol
Derrick and I are great. We are back on that level of friendship that makes me smile like crazy. There is still a little bit of tension because I wish that we were still together, and so does he, even just a little bit, but then we remember why we broke up and we laugh. It's just an amazing friendship and he's been here for me so much, especially as of late when I gave up a lot of friendships, and they know who they are. Once I graduate, it's over. I will not kiss their asses anymore and I will not give up my time for them when they barely give me a thought. They know who they are. For real. I'm through with them. :) For once I'm being strong.
ok yea. lol