life is sweet
so... maybe things aren't that bad lol:
1) my dream has finally come true... say hello to a member of Boston College's class of 2011... honors program included. yes, that means i was accepted early action into an honors program at my top college
2) this means that i'll be close to my best friend, a few of my close friends, and fenway park :) lol even though i'm not even close to being a red sox fan, i have this sudden feeling that i am destined to be lol
3) i got a 75 on a bio test... how sad is it that i'm happy... but considering that is 30 points higher than the class average so far, i'm pretty darn happy.
4) i realized that my ex is just that, my ex, and i am WAYY better off without him. especially being is he couldn't correctly congratulate me on my BC success... "oh congratulations" does not count. I know we're not "friends" but you know how hard i worked to get in, you could have said a bit more. although now i understand that he wants to forget me and move on entirely. and let me tell you, moving on has never seemed like a better idea.
5) i've met someone... and that's all i'll say for now. it's not like we have a mutual understanding/attraction... it's just he's cute and funny and quiet... and to be quite honest, i'm just happy that i actually am crushing on someone... like... this is the first time since michael that i'm allowing myself to consider another relationship although i don't want one... and this kid is nice, hahaha but we aren't tight... we've talked once and what not so whatever.
6)i'm done with college apps. and christmas gifts. i've gotten everyone covered and i am good to go. so :)
7) i'm starting to lose weight... my stomach is losing its definition BUT i can get that back once i start working on my abs. for now i'm just concentrating on a cardiovascular work out and eating correctly. btw for all you fuck faces who want to say shit about me, calling me a slut *cough even though you're the slut sleeping around with madd peeps and i haven't even hooked up with anyone in a minute* and saying that the reason i'm losing weight is because i'm anorexic or bulemic *we all know why/how i lost weight years ago ... and these past few months are NOT like that... i am eating right and exercising* you fuck faces can fuck off. no joke.
8) christmas is less than a week away. my brother and best friend are coming home this thurs and my sister is coming home this wed. i'm buying a digital camera and my mom a new exercise bike.. i hope i have enough money :( because new years eve is going to cost me a pretty penny... but let's see... i have 200 now.. i should make like 120 this weekend... my camera is going to cost me, personally, like 150... and that leaves me with 170... and my sis is helping out with the bike so it's only 100 each and then dinner if i need more money and what not i can take a lil bit out of my bank book or not get as much to drink on new years eve. oh man
9) i found myself a comfortable group of friends... friends who don't talk shit about me or judge me or are possibly jealous... friends that like me for me, even at my dorkiest of moments. life is sweet and i found my reasons for living.
so my life is getting better. so what if he broke my heart, it's not the first nor the last time and why the hell am i pinning all my happiness on one guy? he is just a guy and was just a best friend. a true friend would never leave. and in that case i'll find another guy best friend. and boyfriend. hahaha but NOT any time soon. being single has been one of the best times of my life :) i have freedom to do what i want, say what i want, care about me.
ok... so yeah....
i miss all of my college folk and thank god you guys are back already. anyway, i hope everyone else has a happy holiday and what not. and to those who are having a tough time *hugs and kises* ... i hope/pray that things work out.
1) my dream has finally come true... say hello to a member of Boston College's class of 2011... honors program included. yes, that means i was accepted early action into an honors program at my top college
2) this means that i'll be close to my best friend, a few of my close friends, and fenway park :) lol even though i'm not even close to being a red sox fan, i have this sudden feeling that i am destined to be lol
3) i got a 75 on a bio test... how sad is it that i'm happy... but considering that is 30 points higher than the class average so far, i'm pretty darn happy.
4) i realized that my ex is just that, my ex, and i am WAYY better off without him. especially being is he couldn't correctly congratulate me on my BC success... "oh congratulations" does not count. I know we're not "friends" but you know how hard i worked to get in, you could have said a bit more. although now i understand that he wants to forget me and move on entirely. and let me tell you, moving on has never seemed like a better idea.
5) i've met someone... and that's all i'll say for now. it's not like we have a mutual understanding/attraction... it's just he's cute and funny and quiet... and to be quite honest, i'm just happy that i actually am crushing on someone... like... this is the first time since michael that i'm allowing myself to consider another relationship although i don't want one... and this kid is nice, hahaha but we aren't tight... we've talked once and what not so whatever.
6)i'm done with college apps. and christmas gifts. i've gotten everyone covered and i am good to go. so :)
7) i'm starting to lose weight... my stomach is losing its definition BUT i can get that back once i start working on my abs. for now i'm just concentrating on a cardiovascular work out and eating correctly. btw for all you fuck faces who want to say shit about me, calling me a slut *cough even though you're the slut sleeping around with madd peeps and i haven't even hooked up with anyone in a minute* and saying that the reason i'm losing weight is because i'm anorexic or bulemic *we all know why/how i lost weight years ago ... and these past few months are NOT like that... i am eating right and exercising* you fuck faces can fuck off. no joke.
8) christmas is less than a week away. my brother and best friend are coming home this thurs and my sister is coming home this wed. i'm buying a digital camera and my mom a new exercise bike.. i hope i have enough money :( because new years eve is going to cost me a pretty penny... but let's see... i have 200 now.. i should make like 120 this weekend... my camera is going to cost me, personally, like 150... and that leaves me with 170... and my sis is helping out with the bike so it's only 100 each and then dinner if i need more money and what not i can take a lil bit out of my bank book or not get as much to drink on new years eve. oh man
9) i found myself a comfortable group of friends... friends who don't talk shit about me or judge me or are possibly jealous... friends that like me for me, even at my dorkiest of moments. life is sweet and i found my reasons for living.
so my life is getting better. so what if he broke my heart, it's not the first nor the last time and why the hell am i pinning all my happiness on one guy? he is just a guy and was just a best friend. a true friend would never leave. and in that case i'll find another guy best friend. and boyfriend. hahaha but NOT any time soon. being single has been one of the best times of my life :) i have freedom to do what i want, say what i want, care about me.
ok... so yeah....
i miss all of my college folk and thank god you guys are back already. anyway, i hope everyone else has a happy holiday and what not. and to those who are having a tough time *hugs and kises* ... i hope/pray that things work out.