Cross posting...
As some of you know I have been going through some hell for 2 weeks now. So after today's visit to the urologist, he ruled out infections and irritation to the prostrate. What he didn't rule out was prostrate cancer. In 3 months I have to go back and get more bloodwork and have my PSA rechecked. Not enjoying today I went back to work in a fog thinking about cancer and its treatments and side effects. I know that this might be overkill but since cancer runs in my family I think I need to take it seriously. Well if the tests come back ok in 3 months, then we shall see how I feel.
I am trying right now just to live each day as it is and not think too much on it. Matt hasn't been all to there due to schoolwork and graduation but I will see him tomorrow and we will talk about it.
Just to heads up Matt is not my bf, just a good friend that has taken a shine to me but not wanting a relationship.
One good note, all my worrying has cause me in 2 weeks to drop 10 lbs. Odd diet. LOL
I am trying right now just to live each day as it is and not think too much on it. Matt hasn't been all to there due to schoolwork and graduation but I will see him tomorrow and we will talk about it.
Just to heads up Matt is not my bf, just a good friend that has taken a shine to me but not wanting a relationship.
One good note, all my worrying has cause me in 2 weeks to drop 10 lbs. Odd diet. LOL