Jul 28, 2005 07:27
Ok so for one reason or another i feel the need to make a real update. So here is brandon whack and being serious on the internet.
My life rules. Call it ridiculous if you must but seriously, I am just pumped. The band has been on this track of un-stoppable destruction; tour, cd coming out, and a bagillion shows. Hopefully in the end all of this time and work will pay off, even if it doesn't though i will leave with no regrets just because i love doing it. Also I have found a two new loves, there names are gary and marcy. They rule much harder then i assume you do because Gary likes diablo,Marcy likes diseases, and well they don't suck. It is such a releif to finally meet people that don't get caught up in this like whirlwind of trouble. Not trouble in the sense of drinking beer before your 21. Trouble as in not living life it should be lived. I truely feel like they do too. Never once have i not seen a smile on both of there faces. Which is how i try to be and how i feel more people should be. Just being able to brush off things is a quality most lack.
This is weird i never write seriously in this thing. I am right now though and I am not even sure if I should post it.Yes my grammar is probably incorrect followed closely by my terrible puncuation, but it's the internet and i give know fucks.
Ok moving on. I really feel like i need to write a book. What about I am not even sure yet. I just would like to write 500 pages of something that will make everyone question the foundation of what they beleive. Not neccasarily religiously just as a whole. Although i am sure it would lead back to there religion because these days people base everything around whether or not something they do will contradict something they have read in a book that was writting by god knows who and even when or where it was writtin. How ironic i used god as a reference in a non-secular statement. I mean i usually am pretty good about doing the whole loosing of faith but it is only because i have read so much surrounding one topic. Religion. From every aspect too, so dont think that i just talk biasly, i have the whole story or at least the story made available to me.(Damn you vatican library for not letting me in). That also causes my mind to hate me sometimes though. Just because playing devil's advocate is something i do on a daily basis. Now it has come ot the point though where i am not even sure what i beleive in. So i will continue to stick with my agostic label. Even though that doesn't even satisfy me due to over the years the whole concept of being agnostic has changed. Hundreds of years ago it was more or less a religion without a difinitive god. Now it is more of an ideal than anything and is just based on the flaws of the bible and other religious literature. Seriously all i want to do with my life is find the buried treasure on the bottom of oak island (without govt. funding-ROAR to you Masonic democracy) and get access to the vatican library. That will never happen though because the only people allowed through the vatican library doors are the pope himself and the camerlango. Oh yeah and invent a time machine so i can go back and meet leonardo da vinci. I am facsinated by that man and everything he has done.
Alright this is getting long, i think i liked writing that. I dont really care if you liked reading it. So maybe ill just continue another day.
Swing and miss?
Lyrics to How to survive a vicious cock fight
Transmitions from saints
Move my heart to align with my mind
Change one win them all
Provoke my legs you must, and soon my body will follow
Paint with colors not written and stimulate curiosity
Petrify with revilment and now the threads contravene
Diminish aspiration for there thurst for enlightment
Now I stand widowed
Widowed from a world ravished by your songs
For now i cross these shaken fingers that
These ear kissing arguments will break by day