shoot me
I don't know why i feel like i should post this to everyone. But i am going to because no one is here for me to tell.
I really wish i had control over what emotions i expressed. Or maybe the power to delete emotions because then i could always be really pumped. Even though for the most part i am.
I am very sad right now...actually i dont even know if its sad. I just feel really weird. Almost like im 15 again, and i hate it. I don't remember how im supposed to express/vent this feeling. It really does frustrate me. It seems very much to soon to even be sad about something like this, but i am...get over it. Who knows though. The only person i feel remotley understands where i am coming from is gary. I suppose if i were to have anyone understand it, it would be gary. Your prolly gonna read this and think its really weird and or creepy. I promise you its not. Don't read to far into this, this is no subtle entry. I wrote exactly what i feel, becuase i know to some of you mylife is way to much of an interest to you so do not make assumptions.
basically i miss ashley alot...prolly because i saw her yesterday and i am not seeing her today. Which i should get used to being we live an hour apart. Like i said i just need to be superman so i can smoosh michigan and make it alot smaller. Plus then when we are together i can just make time stop, then i wont have to leave because time wont really be a problem. im fucking 15 right now. SHOOT ME
i feel very homosexual about this post.
guess what?
im over it
24 is the highest number kurt
I really wish i had control over what emotions i expressed. Or maybe the power to delete emotions because then i could always be really pumped. Even though for the most part i am.
I am very sad right now...actually i dont even know if its sad. I just feel really weird. Almost like im 15 again, and i hate it. I don't remember how im supposed to express/vent this feeling. It really does frustrate me. It seems very much to soon to even be sad about something like this, but i am...get over it. Who knows though. The only person i feel remotley understands where i am coming from is gary. I suppose if i were to have anyone understand it, it would be gary. Your prolly gonna read this and think its really weird and or creepy. I promise you its not. Don't read to far into this, this is no subtle entry. I wrote exactly what i feel, becuase i know to some of you mylife is way to much of an interest to you so do not make assumptions.
basically i miss ashley alot...prolly because i saw her yesterday and i am not seeing her today. Which i should get used to being we live an hour apart. Like i said i just need to be superman so i can smoosh michigan and make it alot smaller. Plus then when we are together i can just make time stop, then i wont have to leave because time wont really be a problem. im fucking 15 right now. SHOOT ME
i feel very homosexual about this post.
guess what?
im over it
24 is the highest number kurt