frustrated truely for the first time in a long time
I'm sick of bitchy high-school girls,
girls who make everyone's business their own,
girls who deliberately say hurtful things to feel better about themselves,
girls who act friendly to a persons face but jump at the chance when that persons' back is turned to run them into the ground,
girls who act like they have a clue as to what type of person i am,
girls who get a sick satisfaction out of causing pain towards others,
girls who are so self-centered and closed-minded that they are uncapable of accepting change or someone not like them,
girls who can't seem to fathom that the world doesn't revolve around them.
yeah i realize this shouldn't be directed at only girls because guys can be this way too.. but lately...wow.
You know, I like to think that I'm an overall nice person. I'm nice to everyone I meet until and IF they give me a legitimate reason not to be. Today was a bad day. It's funny... It's like some greater force knows my day started off lousy.. and took that as a golden oppurtunity to continue to add to it. I can deal with things like bad mid-term grades and conditioning at basketball practice.. It's the little things that people say and do throughout the day that seem to affect me the most. You have a good thing going (or atleast you think you do).. but you get that one person who's out to sabotage you for who knows why. I'm done taking it. Yeah, I'm laid back and don't like to make a scene. This isn't a synonym for -- 'can be walked on whenever you please/get a chance'.
Not anymore. It's done.
I've changed so much this year and things like this haven't bothered me in a while. I've learned to cope in my own way.
I've come to accept a lot of things about myself.. and truth to be told, i'm fine with the way i am.
I always used to think that having a ton of friends is what i always wanted. Now, i can honestly say that the few close-knit friends i have now are all i really need. I can trust my life with these people, i know they're there for me no matter what.. and i know if we're having a conflict they'll come to me and we'll work it out. Best people i know.
So i just wanted to thank all of you guys for being the amazing people you are. I don't tell you guys how much i really appreciate you. Youre not just my friends, youre my family.
Moral of the entry:
You can keep your 'friends' because ive got mine and truth be told; theyll smoke you and your alcoholic wannabe-think theyre cool- egocentric- unorigninal- skanktastic- cool posse.
Kara
girls who make everyone's business their own,
girls who deliberately say hurtful things to feel better about themselves,
girls who act friendly to a persons face but jump at the chance when that persons' back is turned to run them into the ground,
girls who act like they have a clue as to what type of person i am,
girls who get a sick satisfaction out of causing pain towards others,
girls who are so self-centered and closed-minded that they are uncapable of accepting change or someone not like them,
girls who can't seem to fathom that the world doesn't revolve around them.
yeah i realize this shouldn't be directed at only girls because guys can be this way too.. but lately...wow.
You know, I like to think that I'm an overall nice person. I'm nice to everyone I meet until and IF they give me a legitimate reason not to be. Today was a bad day. It's funny... It's like some greater force knows my day started off lousy.. and took that as a golden oppurtunity to continue to add to it. I can deal with things like bad mid-term grades and conditioning at basketball practice.. It's the little things that people say and do throughout the day that seem to affect me the most. You have a good thing going (or atleast you think you do).. but you get that one person who's out to sabotage you for who knows why. I'm done taking it. Yeah, I'm laid back and don't like to make a scene. This isn't a synonym for -- 'can be walked on whenever you please/get a chance'.
Not anymore. It's done.
I've changed so much this year and things like this haven't bothered me in a while. I've learned to cope in my own way.
I've come to accept a lot of things about myself.. and truth to be told, i'm fine with the way i am.
I always used to think that having a ton of friends is what i always wanted. Now, i can honestly say that the few close-knit friends i have now are all i really need. I can trust my life with these people, i know they're there for me no matter what.. and i know if we're having a conflict they'll come to me and we'll work it out. Best people i know.
So i just wanted to thank all of you guys for being the amazing people you are. I don't tell you guys how much i really appreciate you. Youre not just my friends, youre my family.
Moral of the entry:
You can keep your 'friends' because ive got mine and truth be told; theyll smoke you and your alcoholic wannabe-think theyre cool- egocentric- unorigninal- skanktastic- cool posse.
Kara