Brace yourself; it's long
wow kara's gonna update this thing.
haha i was just reading my last two entries. I sound bipolar. One was like "oo xmas ball, glad i'm not going." and then the other is like "can't wait for xmas ball, should be fun!" lol
but christmas ball was fun, i actually had a really good time. Jordan, Stephen, Leslie, Mike, Chels, and Nick went out to dinner and everything before. It was fun. I'm actually considering going to more dances.
Christmas is in 9 days. Crazy isn't it? Doesn't feel a whole lot like it this year. Anybody think we'll have snow? It's not looking too good..
dunno though, everyone's been in a bad mood lately. Christmas puts so much stress on everybody and in a lot of cases, you see a side of people that youve never seen before and/or never want to see again. especially around my house... my moms running around all crazy, some days she's all for christmas and in a good mood, but then most days shes stressed out because of money and as a result, she threatens to take down the christmas tree and such. ha. I've been the lighter side of things around here. I've been trying to keep my mouth shut. & it's hard for me. i've been trying to stay on her good side and everything. It's kind of working. Couple of hours from now, she'll hate me again though. Just the circle of life for me I guess.
My grades are horrible right now. I had 2 grades in the seventies and 3 in the 80s. I have 5 weeks to get them up. I need to do this. I've never been a 'below A' student.. so when i get bad grades.. it just doesn't even hit me. You know in english, a 70 here, 82 there, and then yesterday a 40! that's not good. I need to stop laughing about it and thinking it's some big joke. It's not. I want to get out of here so bad after senior year and I swear, I better not do anythign to jeopardize my chances of doing so... So, yup i'm going to study more and everything.. go to review classes... actually read my assignments.
Basketball's alright. Chelsie's playing and i'm glad about that. We're 4-2 right now i think. I've been playing guard/post. i HATE post. i don't know any of the plays down there... she nevers puts me there in practice but in games that's usually the only spot i play now. Our shirts should be in soon... It's been better than last though, i will say that.
Well from reading all of that up there ^ it seems like i'm pretty miserable right now. But i'm actually not. I've been in a really good mood lately. It's a good feeling to have.
Well maybe I'll update about the weekend later.
peaceee
-Kirruh (that's for jinnuh)
haha i was just reading my last two entries. I sound bipolar. One was like "oo xmas ball, glad i'm not going." and then the other is like "can't wait for xmas ball, should be fun!" lol
but christmas ball was fun, i actually had a really good time. Jordan, Stephen, Leslie, Mike, Chels, and Nick went out to dinner and everything before. It was fun. I'm actually considering going to more dances.
Christmas is in 9 days. Crazy isn't it? Doesn't feel a whole lot like it this year. Anybody think we'll have snow? It's not looking too good..
dunno though, everyone's been in a bad mood lately. Christmas puts so much stress on everybody and in a lot of cases, you see a side of people that youve never seen before and/or never want to see again. especially around my house... my moms running around all crazy, some days she's all for christmas and in a good mood, but then most days shes stressed out because of money and as a result, she threatens to take down the christmas tree and such. ha. I've been the lighter side of things around here. I've been trying to keep my mouth shut. & it's hard for me. i've been trying to stay on her good side and everything. It's kind of working. Couple of hours from now, she'll hate me again though. Just the circle of life for me I guess.
My grades are horrible right now. I had 2 grades in the seventies and 3 in the 80s. I have 5 weeks to get them up. I need to do this. I've never been a 'below A' student.. so when i get bad grades.. it just doesn't even hit me. You know in english, a 70 here, 82 there, and then yesterday a 40! that's not good. I need to stop laughing about it and thinking it's some big joke. It's not. I want to get out of here so bad after senior year and I swear, I better not do anythign to jeopardize my chances of doing so... So, yup i'm going to study more and everything.. go to review classes... actually read my assignments.
Basketball's alright. Chelsie's playing and i'm glad about that. We're 4-2 right now i think. I've been playing guard/post. i HATE post. i don't know any of the plays down there... she nevers puts me there in practice but in games that's usually the only spot i play now. Our shirts should be in soon... It's been better than last though, i will say that.
Well from reading all of that up there ^ it seems like i'm pretty miserable right now. But i'm actually not. I've been in a really good mood lately. It's a good feeling to have.
Well maybe I'll update about the weekend later.
peaceee
-Kirruh (that's for jinnuh)