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well. Soccer starts monday and i'm so ready
It's my own fault. I'm hoping I can just coast through and not have anybody notice that I haven't done any preparation. I've gotten pretty good at that actually.
I didn't eat anything at all today. I didn't even notice until tonight when I felt like I was going to pass out. So i started thinking.. what did i eat today.. and that was nothing. Weird.
So I made myself a can of ravioli and I had a slim jim [we have absolutely nothign to eat here]
Then i took a nice 2 hour nap and i felt a lot better. I didn't run. I thought i would've passed out.
I have a plan though..
before soccer.. run and do pilates
then when soccer starts.. just do my soccer practices and pilates.
i'm not trying to be all obsessive about this but I'm just sick of being uncomfortable with myself.
I know I'm not fat. I don't even care about the weight.
As long as i feel that I look good.
As long as I'm toned.
I think that's the main reason i'm doing soccer.
Because I know the only way I'll ever push myself..
is if someone is making me.
weird logic i know.
well, we rented scary movie 4 apparently.
so i'll go watch that.
I can't wait to be fit :-]
i seriously mean it this time.
-kara
It's my own fault. I'm hoping I can just coast through and not have anybody notice that I haven't done any preparation. I've gotten pretty good at that actually.
I didn't eat anything at all today. I didn't even notice until tonight when I felt like I was going to pass out. So i started thinking.. what did i eat today.. and that was nothing. Weird.
So I made myself a can of ravioli and I had a slim jim [we have absolutely nothign to eat here]
Then i took a nice 2 hour nap and i felt a lot better. I didn't run. I thought i would've passed out.
I have a plan though..
before soccer.. run and do pilates
then when soccer starts.. just do my soccer practices and pilates.
i'm not trying to be all obsessive about this but I'm just sick of being uncomfortable with myself.
I know I'm not fat. I don't even care about the weight.
As long as i feel that I look good.
As long as I'm toned.
I think that's the main reason i'm doing soccer.
Because I know the only way I'll ever push myself..
is if someone is making me.
weird logic i know.
well, we rented scary movie 4 apparently.
so i'll go watch that.
I can't wait to be fit :-]
i seriously mean it this time.
-kara