Oct 11, 2006 17:54
So often do I find myself in situations such as these.
Seems to be a regular occurrence. Not that I, ultimately, don't expect it.
Hopes get too high, and my aim is usually a little off.
This is a personal problem, I know.
But what I need, I do not have.
What I long for, I do not have.
What I desire, I do not have.
Not completely anyways...
"Every time you don't stand up and say what you really feel like saying, it often turns into a deep hardened fear."
-John Eldridge
That's how I feel.
That is how I truly feel.
I am a culprit of this; tiptoeing around everybody else's emotions.
This is my first step out of that rut.
I am a man.
It's time I start acting like one.