Aug 30, 2006 23:51
I need to sleep. And it's not because I am tired, and have an early class tomorrow. I need to go to sleep. There are too may questions on my mind. MAry is Porbably right. But that doesn't mean I agree with her. I am coming to bad conclusions in my mind. The kind no one would expect from me. But it's me. Unless you are Daniel, you have no clue. And he probably doesn't know. No one does. No one will know.
I think I'm giving up again.
But i'm not. And this isn't that big of a deal. But it is. I don't like me right now. I love my life and the way I am leading it, but I don't like me.
I need to get over this. Someone get me over this.
Maybe I should stop talking to people. Ha, like that's even a solution.
I am not in a bad mood. I'm not, really. I know this sounds like I'm venting. It's just one part of my life. It's insignificant. It will go away soon.
This is coming out towars the end of one of the best weeks of my life. I feel like I belong somewhere. All of my friends are awesome. I'm starting to open up to people. I love my classes.
That is all I have to say. I just wanted to get it out. Tomorrow will be a good day.