MIA six days
I'm leaving tomorrow.
it's breaking my balls so hard.
If I stay here I will have a kick ass band with my brother, one with an actual shot.
with luck and a mortgage I might be able to live life just as I hoped it would be.
I could...(sorry, i'm completely twisted)... i could transfer my job up here, live at my brother's house, make brilliant music, get it out into the world by means of brilliant internet embargo thought up by someone who knows their shit. make money, play shows, smoke, and maybe make it big. seattle is the place for it. if so, I put a lot of money towards my own production company, and get to create all the genius movie ideas we've thought up over the years...
that would be perfect.
but I can't.
not now, anyway.
I'm not that big of an asshole right now.
it's breaking my balls so hard.
If I stay here I will have a kick ass band with my brother, one with an actual shot.
with luck and a mortgage I might be able to live life just as I hoped it would be.
I could...(sorry, i'm completely twisted)... i could transfer my job up here, live at my brother's house, make brilliant music, get it out into the world by means of brilliant internet embargo thought up by someone who knows their shit. make money, play shows, smoke, and maybe make it big. seattle is the place for it. if so, I put a lot of money towards my own production company, and get to create all the genius movie ideas we've thought up over the years...
that would be perfect.
but I can't.
not now, anyway.
I'm not that big of an asshole right now.