over with
its done. i left him a 5 min vm. now he probably wont ever talk to me again. im..i dont kno the word..numb maybe. idk. i wanna go home. who knew this would be so hard? maybe it will open his eyes. maybe not. if he doesnt then i kno i did the right thing. if it does then great for me. i dont see nething positive coming from this tho. *sigh* life is a mess sometimes.