ugh
so hes gone. we had a nice week. everything was good. sleeping next to him. being wit him. being intimate with him. everything was perfect. we had a few mornings where i would be in the shower and he would come in and use the restroom and we would talk and brush our teeth together. then we would cook breakfast 2gether. all was perfect. now hes gone again. he wont be bk for almost a yr. he didnt wanna leave. he wants to move bk home so we are gonna work on that. i dont kno wat we are but i left him a long vm and told him everything thats on my mind and that we need to talk and figure stuff out. pray it goes ok. im very sad, he left a few shirts and sprayed his cologne on it for me. how cute huh. ok gotta go do something so i can stop crying.