Jun 23, 2005 01:31
Well my lifes been going pretty good. I found out a while ago im not going to hell. Well for once in my life i cant bitch about being alone. ive found someone who likes me. The name isnt imporant because nothing will ever happen. I know fully understand that i have no right what so ever to bitch about being alone. I cant believe i was ever stupid enough to do it. I know understand that im not alone because no one likes me; its because when theres someone that i can be with i always find a flaw some times when there is no flaw. I always tend to look at what is beyond my reach. The things that i cant have, i guess its just human nature. But never again will I say no one will ever see me as more than a firend. I know it is my own stupidty that keeps me from having the bliss that i long for ever so much. Oh well im just a dumb ass that way.
What do you think?