amazing...

[beantowngrlie]

*sigh* im really tired. too many early mornings....sunday i ran in my first marathon....well, half of one. it was awesome. im really sore..and again, really tired, but it was so worth it. people cheering....i had on my red sox hat...and a t shirt that said eat fog....elicits many cheers from the peanut gallery. :) just wished i had someone waiting for me at the end of the line. next time next time....like october...when i run 26.2....i think that might actually kill me....no, ill be ready....trained, rested, and ready. and i cant wait.
hmmm...other than that.....looking forward to my vacation in a month, and the long drive with brian across the country. i cant wait to see him...cant wait for him to be here...i didnt think it was possible to love someone this much, but it seems like i love him more and more each day.
what else....still waiting to hear back on the job....lil nervous....ok..really nervous...i really want this one...and i really need a change. i realized today that i just dont care...like at all....it just doesnt matter...im so unmotivated...and thats just not me...since when do i not care about work? since when do i not care whether or not work is done or even quality? i really dont know...i wish i did..hopefully a change will come along soon....:)
not too much to say, i know...but more to come soon....