May 27, 2005 15:44
IM ALIVE!
hard to believe this yrs pretty much over. all thats left is finals & then summer here i come! dont get me wrong..ive been psyched for summer since the first wk of skewl but every yr it becomes harder & harder to let go of ppl i kno wont be comin back the followin fall. the past 2..maybe 3 yrs, have been the hardest & especially this yr. everytime i think of how different its gunna be next yr, i get upset..so i try really hard to jus not think of it but hey its life & i gotta face it sumtime so im tryin to make it so theres less of a ballfest on the last day- doubt it will be that way tho. between teachers leavin, ones im close to..others not so much but its still a change, teachers havin babies(that was a shocker in itself), seniors leavin, & a few of my best friends leavin..im not a fan of change. :/
i found out tuday that it was especially hard to sit through the awards ceremony, cuz i mean this is the senior class, we as 6th graders, started out wit & its hard to believe they wont be comin back..but i dont wanna start cryin again so im gunna end this!
thanks to everyone who made this yr worthwhile & made me smile even wen i didnt wanna..u truly helped me grow & for that i thank u<3 (:
my class- i love u ladies tremendously<3