6years of difference
admit it...
it's changed....
no...its got nothing to do with my current status...
i have geared this direction since long before that...
it was something i treasure...
and i have waited the past year for something right to happen...
for it to mend itself....
but it didnt...
you....
who are you to say those things abt him...
what do you know? what has he done to you?
he deserves nothing of that sort from you.
you....
have you forgotten the friend who was always there? through your darker years?
just bcos he said so doesnt mean you cant make judgements and decisions yourself.
you....
whats with the "oh-I-love-you-so-but-in-front-of-you-ONLY" mask?
dont you have enough politics in your office?
polishing your acting skills? a constant display of your talents in PR-ing?
or perhaps its just a misinterpretation of "life's a drama"?
when i see others...
yea they bitch at each other...
but i also see concern....
gentle words at quiet moments...
but....us....hah...
and you....
you used to be someone i admire....look up to...
you were just a student but you had pride...
you care....you were positive...
you made a difference...
very much a role model...
you lent a crying shoulder...
and for that...
I defended for the many battles of tongues...
i tried to understand but it was hard...
when you are constantly contradicting yourself...
when you do not what you preach...
"oh you know i hate it when ppl...."
turn ard and you do the same thing...
but you always have an excuse for yourself...
and its not just the incident you think i mean
dont ask for too much when you treat us like 2nd class citizens...
dont complain we are not concern when you dont treat us like good frens anymore...
stop reflecting...
if reflection to u is cooking up more excuses for yourself...
if it is pushing the blames to all others and victimising yourself...
I've done what i can...
though you may not know....
i've fought... i've talked...
i've consoled...i've reprimanded...
i've waited....
but i am not a saint ...
i am tired of all these...
maybe its just me...
no longer the accomodating me...
it's changed....
no...its got nothing to do with my current status...
i have geared this direction since long before that...
it was something i treasure...
and i have waited the past year for something right to happen...
for it to mend itself....
but it didnt...
you....
who are you to say those things abt him...
what do you know? what has he done to you?
he deserves nothing of that sort from you.
you....
have you forgotten the friend who was always there? through your darker years?
just bcos he said so doesnt mean you cant make judgements and decisions yourself.
you....
whats with the "oh-I-love-you-so-but-in-front-of-you-ONLY" mask?
dont you have enough politics in your office?
polishing your acting skills? a constant display of your talents in PR-ing?
or perhaps its just a misinterpretation of "life's a drama"?
when i see others...
yea they bitch at each other...
but i also see concern....
gentle words at quiet moments...
but....us....hah...
and you....
you used to be someone i admire....look up to...
you were just a student but you had pride...
you care....you were positive...
you made a difference...
very much a role model...
you lent a crying shoulder...
and for that...
I defended for the many battles of tongues...
i tried to understand but it was hard...
when you are constantly contradicting yourself...
when you do not what you preach...
"oh you know i hate it when ppl...."
turn ard and you do the same thing...
but you always have an excuse for yourself...
and its not just the incident you think i mean
dont ask for too much when you treat us like 2nd class citizens...
dont complain we are not concern when you dont treat us like good frens anymore...
stop reflecting...
if reflection to u is cooking up more excuses for yourself...
if it is pushing the blames to all others and victimising yourself...
I've done what i can...
though you may not know....
i've fought... i've talked...
i've consoled...i've reprimanded...
i've waited....
but i am not a saint ...
i am tired of all these...
maybe its just me...
no longer the accomodating me...