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tonight was my last night as mass relay. it didn't hit that i wouldn't be coming back ever again until i clocked out. then i met up with diane, melinda, kiley and kerry at the picadilly pub. on the way home i was really hit by it all. i won't be seeing these people much any more. they've been in my life for 4 to 5 days a week for 2 years. now it'll be once in awhile, when we all have time. i really thought i was going to cry on the way home. the job sucked donkey ass , yes, but it's been such a big part of my life for so long. now i'm moving on to another job where i won't know anybody. i wish heidi was here too. i need to cuddle with "mah baybuh". i dunno, i'm a bit drunk so i'm having trouble exactly expressing my feelings. i'm gonna go play my gee-tar for awhile then go to beddy bye. oh, and if you guys hear of any cheap places to rent, please please please let me know! i don't know how much time i have left to live here and i'm honestly scared shitless at the ideal of having no place to live. i guess it wouldn' t be that bad to be homeless , i mean i start my new job monday, but i kinda need running water for hygiene. i could live in my car but i just can't stand the thought of not showering. i need a shower every day. i just gotta be clean! anyway, keep yur ears open for me please.
peace in your secret crease!
peace in your secret crease!