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Back is killing me! I don't have any extra money to spend on the doctor but lord it is not getting any better. I know I should be working out but should I if it hurts to lay anyway but on my right side? Why can't we get a brake? Tried to refinance yesterday but can't bc Eric has not been self employed long enough to count his income and I don't make enough to cover our debt in the banks eyes. Why yes bank that would be true and that is why I have come to see if I can refinance. Now I am stuck not being able to sell or refinance. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Please help. I feel bad that I want a vacation so badly. I don't know. I know it won't change anything but I just want to get away. Eric is washing the bottles down stairs. I feel bad. Maybe I should be doing that. Maybe I am not pulling my weight around the house like I should be. I am probably g saying that because I want validation. I don't feel love any more. I am sad. I am fat. I am ugly.
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