Winding down the weekend
I haven't been blogging here in year and a half lol. I like to come here randomly coz noone on myspace can see what I am writing. Its a bit intrusive over there. I am in pain b/c my jaw hurts. The whole jaw and its giving me headaches and neckaches too. I cannot go to the dentist until I get my taxes done. I can't get my taxes done until the next time I get paid. That will be feb 8th. Maybe I can make an appt at H&R Block on the sat after that. Then I'll get my state taxes in about 5 business days after. So if I can stick it out for 3 wks I can go to the dentist. It kills. I just took like 8 motrin literally. Its still kicking in. If I could suck a cock for some percs until I can get to the dentist I would but I can't even do that lol. I'm just kidding really. I know this sounds so whiny bitch but I know what long term pain feels like and I really have to scheme here. I've had my jaw hurt like this before. It hurt for an entire summer and I went to the dentist like once a week that summer. By then the geniouses at the dentist office realized it was not only that most of my teeth needed fillings but my wisdom teeth needed to come out. Bastards lol. I don't have any credit cards b/c I closed them all to pay them off. I have no nest egg and so I just have to wait. Maybe I could ask my mother for some cash to get to the dentist and pay her back next pay period. Well anyways to happier times...
I've had this thing for this rockstar for about 4 1/2 years now. Jeordie White. Hes so hot. He used to be in Marilyn Manson, then quit the band almost 6 yrs ago, joined one band, then they went on hiatus, he joined another, then the lead singer announced in the paper (not to his face) he was fired, in the meantime released a CD w/ another group of guys and then rejoined Manson earlier this month. I know that was one big run-on sentence. At first I was really apprehensive to hear he was back w/ Manson. He grew so much while he was outta the band and I figured it was a step back. But now i'm not so sure if its so bad. I love him no matter what. I went to see them last night at the Orpheum in Boston. They were great. He was great. He looked so cute and he played so well. He seemed happy, he was jumping around and dancing/thrashing around the stage. He seemed like he still belonged. Manson didn't seem to act as jackassy/look at me(well loosely speaking haha. after all he did burn a bible!) They opened w/ him coming out wearing a long black wig and this amish looking hat he likes to wear. eventually he took those both off so he could really rock out. and they played so well I was really impressed. Hmm...if you can catch manson on this show you really should coz they are good.
I bought an Ewok stuffed animal at Disney World last year and after a while I said to myself that if I ever get to meet Jeordie i'd give it to him. Well just in case I brought him w/ me but I didn't get to meet Jeordie so he came back home w/ me, w/ beer spilled all over him and his frock all crooked and all! I even wrote in sharpie for Jeordie across his chest! Well maybe someday i'll get to meet him...oh the many obscene things I could put here but for the sake of not sounding like a Twiggy/Jeordie fangirl i'm going to stop;) Everything about him is just so cute. I can't help it;)
I'm hoping if I become more disciplined i'll come here more often and write. It always makes me feel better about things to come here and just say whatever and noone will see. Now i'm going to enjoy the rest of my sunday night to wind down and start my week again. I'm going to go to work this next week and kick ass!! If I say it i'll believe it! Go me!!
Hes baaack!
I've had this thing for this rockstar for about 4 1/2 years now. Jeordie White. Hes so hot. He used to be in Marilyn Manson, then quit the band almost 6 yrs ago, joined one band, then they went on hiatus, he joined another, then the lead singer announced in the paper (not to his face) he was fired, in the meantime released a CD w/ another group of guys and then rejoined Manson earlier this month. I know that was one big run-on sentence. At first I was really apprehensive to hear he was back w/ Manson. He grew so much while he was outta the band and I figured it was a step back. But now i'm not so sure if its so bad. I love him no matter what. I went to see them last night at the Orpheum in Boston. They were great. He was great. He looked so cute and he played so well. He seemed happy, he was jumping around and dancing/thrashing around the stage. He seemed like he still belonged. Manson didn't seem to act as jackassy/look at me(well loosely speaking haha. after all he did burn a bible!) They opened w/ him coming out wearing a long black wig and this amish looking hat he likes to wear. eventually he took those both off so he could really rock out. and they played so well I was really impressed. Hmm...if you can catch manson on this show you really should coz they are good.
I bought an Ewok stuffed animal at Disney World last year and after a while I said to myself that if I ever get to meet Jeordie i'd give it to him. Well just in case I brought him w/ me but I didn't get to meet Jeordie so he came back home w/ me, w/ beer spilled all over him and his frock all crooked and all! I even wrote in sharpie for Jeordie across his chest! Well maybe someday i'll get to meet him...oh the many obscene things I could put here but for the sake of not sounding like a Twiggy/Jeordie fangirl i'm going to stop;) Everything about him is just so cute. I can't help it;)
I'm hoping if I become more disciplined i'll come here more often and write. It always makes me feel better about things to come here and just say whatever and noone will see. Now i'm going to enjoy the rest of my sunday night to wind down and start my week again. I'm going to go to work this next week and kick ass!! If I say it i'll believe it! Go me!!
Hes baaack!