New Year
So it's the new year...and I'm back and ready for classes to start---at least I think I am. My break was alright, being in Spotsylvania Co. (yes it is as bad as it sounds) wasn't much fun but at least I was with my family. I worked my butt off at my aunt's store. Working for a family member that you are living with is like some cruel punishment.
My Christmas was alright, I just wish that my whole family were there...it felt so broken. I made blanket and knitted a scarf go me! My dad brought me back to school yesterday and it was the first time that he had been to my dorm this year. He walked around the room looking at posters and pics and then gave me a pep talk. When he left I felt kinda sad. The whole time that I was in VA I just wanted to come back here, but now that I'm here I'm not that happy either. I don't feel right wherever I am...I just feel like I'm floating around trying to find my place.
I hope that this year will bring happiness, that it is better than the last. I wished for that last year but it really never happened. It really stinks not knowing where I'll ben in a few months...where my family will be. I'm just rolling with it.
I saw my cousins for the first time in 10 years---talk about weird. Four of them were married and had kids and the other is about to graduate from the Naval Academy. It was a big lifestyle change living there. There were big family dinners which is just something that I'm not used to.
I cut my hair...yup it is definitely short. It felt great. I have had the same hairstyle for about 10 years. When I left the hair style place it looked like a small animal had been sheared.
I'm a little worried about my work load for this semester...I just don't want my music to be affected. My course load is a little heavier this semester and it may be more difficult to manage that with my job---que sera sera (plus having a 9am class everyday is never fun).
Good luck to everyone this semester and cheers to a new year!
My Christmas was alright, I just wish that my whole family were there...it felt so broken. I made blanket and knitted a scarf go me! My dad brought me back to school yesterday and it was the first time that he had been to my dorm this year. He walked around the room looking at posters and pics and then gave me a pep talk. When he left I felt kinda sad. The whole time that I was in VA I just wanted to come back here, but now that I'm here I'm not that happy either. I don't feel right wherever I am...I just feel like I'm floating around trying to find my place.
I hope that this year will bring happiness, that it is better than the last. I wished for that last year but it really never happened. It really stinks not knowing where I'll ben in a few months...where my family will be. I'm just rolling with it.
I saw my cousins for the first time in 10 years---talk about weird. Four of them were married and had kids and the other is about to graduate from the Naval Academy. It was a big lifestyle change living there. There were big family dinners which is just something that I'm not used to.
I cut my hair...yup it is definitely short. It felt great. I have had the same hairstyle for about 10 years. When I left the hair style place it looked like a small animal had been sheared.
I'm a little worried about my work load for this semester...I just don't want my music to be affected. My course load is a little heavier this semester and it may be more difficult to manage that with my job---que sera sera (plus having a 9am class everyday is never fun).
Good luck to everyone this semester and cheers to a new year!